2nd

So my brother appeared on the cover page of the local newspaper yesterday for being one of the top students. A 'C' grade in one unit cost him First Class Honors. (ps. If you saw it, NO I look nothing like him...just fyi (: )

Me?

I'm a poor 2nd best, failure at uni. Damn it. I did better than all my siblings until NOW. Maybe I'm not even 2nd now.

Sibling rivalry? No, its much more than that.

This new environment, home away from home, the only variable...This is what is wrong with me.

I can't do well. I'm adapting, but not really...