Assalam Alaykum
Final exams are a week away and this is my final attempt. If I fail, I will leave Australia without a degree and bring back a lot of shame and guilt. If I pass, I will stay in Australia and continue being miserable.
Other aspects of life haven't been too great either. Financially, Telstra has decided to bill us weirdly again and I am not willing to spend another 2 hours on the phone and sacrifice my study time.
Hold up.
Study time?? I thought I gave up studying!! I'm confused.
Anyways, I fly home at 2 am, on the day I turn 22. I feel....old.
22 and I have no achievements.
I feel old and sad.
Need all the du'as I can get. Okay, 20 minutes left before Fajr. Then I can pray and hopefully, sleep without feeling guilty for not studying effectively.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
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3 comments:
May Allah keep you strong and patient in these last few days of studies. Lets prioritize on whats more important for us first, inshaAllah.
Ameen.
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